Gods taking away your gift because you neglected it

Irresponsible  parents

ir·re·spon·si·ble

(of a person, attitude, or action) not showing a proper sense of responsibility

.Psalm 27:10
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,
    the Lord will receive me.

When you don't take care of the things God blesses you with. Then you are irresponsible. I they become damaged or broken due to your actions. Your irresponsible. I've had many people call me this over the years people who have neglected to do right by me. How dare they have the nerve to point a finger at me when they lacked within their own self I'll be darned if I was to be blaimed for all my pain growing up. I didn't break myself


I'm replaceable

re·place·ment

the action or process of replacing someone or something.

Matthew 10:30

30 And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.

I always wanted to think of myself as one of a kind.  Because if die then there's no one like me. But lately I've realized its so easy for people to replace me. To walk away and not care. So when I die don't cry replace me with someone else who will be me but since I'm alive n everyone replaces me then I'll make it easy for everyone because I guess I have tons of replacements n tho God says there is no one else like me I guess people can find me on a self and replace with a better me or another kid or another girl friend or another someone...don't ever mourn me...just find someone else I'm replaceable

Gods taking away your gift because you neglected it

Do not neglect the gift that is in you, which was given to you by prophecy with the laying on of the hands of the eldership. I Timothy 4:1

One day I pray that God just take me away. Because I was a gift an I was neglected. People took advantage of their gift. You would never want to leave a child in a place of constant pain. Child services would take it away due to neglect. So I pray I pray God send me home to heaven take me away to be in a better place a place I know I'm loved. You neglected ur gift and so he is taken it away

Today I get a better  home

Luke 23:43 Jesus answered him, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.”

My dream is a happy home. I just want to be in heavenRevelation 21:4
4 ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’[a] or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.” I just want the pain to go away. I don't want another test I don't want another trial. I been through abuse rape abandonment jail living on the streets prostitution two relationships that ended after a promise of marriage. Having no parents mental trauma suicidal thoughts miscarriages. The list goes on and on how much more how much more do you want Me to suffer